God is always moving. And He’s often trying to move me.
Lately I’ve been sensing this incredible pull to more ministry, in fact a complete change of lifestyle and a shift so that my life is centered around ministering to His people, third to my relationship with Him and my family. Here’s how it happened:
Huni has always had a desire to work in full time ministry but in very specific ways. A few months ago he spoke to me about us making a drastic decision which would plunge us right into it. Time went by and we didn’t really talk much about it. You know how it goes, life gets in the way: things to be done, comfort sought after a long day and then you wake up the next day and do it all over again.
But the Lord wanted to make sure that we were tuned in and listening.
Well, I went to the home of a phenomenal woman and she, along with her husband and children, have planted themselves in a low income community, even though they could afford to live almost anywhere, in order to be a light for Christ and live alongside the people and offer themselves to the people, in order to give them hope and practical steps to a brighter future. I was so inspired as I listened to her talk about what it’s been like to live there and how her life as well as the lives of her children have been greatly blessed as they bless others.
After I left her home, a spark was lit inside of me. Really. I couldn’t get into my car fast enough before I was calling Huni and telling him all about the conversation and how our family unit needed to get focused, be in prayer and figure out how the Lord wanted to use us.
As soon as I opened myself up to the possibility that there could be more, there should be more, there were rolling hills of confirmation waiting to take me for a ride.
I am so excited to be used by God but, oh so afraid. Frans, (that’s “friends,” but my cousin Chris pronounces it this way and I kinda like it :0) Frans, I like my comfort. Wooooo! For reals!! I seek it out, I watch for it, I protect it, I guard it with my life! But I know that by doing this, I leave little room for the Lord to be my God of all comforts, as He says He is.
So, here I am. At this place where I am happily content with my life and where it can go but still there’s enough room in my heart for dissatisfaction so that God may to speak into me and tell me about the ways that He may want to use me, push me, stretch me for His glory and for the sake of His people. In truth, I really shouldn’t be so comfortable when there are so many hopeless and hurting people all around me.
I wonder is He trying to move you? Is He trying to get your attention to tell you that the everyday mundane that you comfortably accept day in and day out is less than His best for you? Are you willing to allow Him to show you what’s behind door number one? You never know. You might prefer to take what you can see, but behind door number one, His good and perfect will for your life, could be the life you’ve been waiting for, with thrills for a lifetime and peace enough to calm all your fears, with provision secured for all your needs. I strongly encourage you to pray and ask Him what He’d like to do with you and then pray for the courage to follow. We have the power, through the Holy Spirit, to rock this world!! But first we’ve gotta have the heart and selflessness to fully stand on the Rock and the Rock alone, trusting that whatever He offers is better than anything else.